Stain: A.G.Howard

Once upon a nightmare, her fairy tale begins...

After Lyra—a princess incapable of speech or sound—is cast out of her kingdom of daylight by her wicked aunt, a witch saves her life, steals her memories, and raises her in an enchanted forest ... disguised as a boy known only as Stain. Meanwhile, in Lyra's rival kingdom, the prince of thorns and night is dying, and the only way for him to break his curse is to wed the princess of daylight, for she is his true equal. As Lyra rediscovers her identity, an impostor princess prepares to steal her betrothed prince and her crown. To win back her kingdom, save the prince, and make peace with the land of the night, Lyra must be loud enough to be heard without a voice and strong enough to pass a series of tests—ultimately proving she’s everything a traditional princess is not.
(Goodreads)

This book was so much better than I thought it would be like I was already excited since A. G. Howard is an incredible storyteller, but I've never read a retelling of the princess and the pea. 
This book was everything I could have wanted and more actually, that's a lie... I need so much more, but we'll get to that.
The story begins with the unfortunate events of the Queen. Who pricked her finger on a flower and died... Technically she died in childbirth, and it was very tragic. But something peculiar happens, and the princess that was born was different. Compared to the rest of her people, she's looks just like the citizens of the kingdom of night. They are all extremely pale, with almost luminescent skin, purple eyes that look to glow, and the whitest hair. This pale princess can't even step out into the sun without horrible pain, and her voice? She doesn't really have one; it's just musical but cannot form words. Everyone was shocked #shook, and confused, but Lyra's father bless his soul, loves his daughter so much like a father should, and wants to do everything he can to make Lyra's life as amazing as possible. Honestly, her dad is amazing, and he makes me sad.
So this book is split into three parts; the first part is all about Lyra's childhood until her "death" (wack, right!?!) The tragedy of her father's death, the abuse of her aunt and cousins, the loneliness of her isolation. It's all horribly sad, and I (having read the book multiple times) still can't believe how badly the aunt treats this child. This poor innocent child was abused by the one supposed to help her. The end of part one is the death of Lyra, and the first time I read it, I cried. It was honestly so heartbreaking, the betrayal of one of her cousins, who was actually kinda nice. Absolutely terrible.
The second part is her rebirth? Revival? Reanimation? ANYWAYS So part two is about Lyra, who isn't Lyra anymore. She was saved! And this is her life now, after death. Clueless to who she is and was, clueless to her betrothed, and clueless to her destiny.
The story progresses more when her horse turns out to not be a horse?? It's an interesting twist that becomes really important when she meets the Prince.

To not continue spoiling the book and summarizing it. I just want to say how much I loved this book again. It's beautiful and full of hope and love and believing in oneself.

Please take the chance to read this amazing book

Until next time readers <3

Love Kat 

Bright Burns the Night: Sara B Larson

Ten years ago, King Lorcan of the Dark Kingdom Dorjhalon defeated Queen Evelayn and cut her conduit stone from her. Since then, he has kept her trapped in her swan form. With the loss of balance between Dark and Light, winter has descended and the Draíolon of Éadrolan lose more power every day. But once a year, Lorcan transforms her back to her Draíolon form and offers a truce. And every year Evelayn refuses -- for he requires her to Bind herself to him for life.

But now, with an Ancient power bearing down upon them, everything may change. Evelayn will learn that the truths she once believed have shattered, and that she may need her enemies even more than her allies. Lorcan and Evelayn become partners in a desperate quest to return the balance of power to Lachalonia. How far will this partnership go? Can friendship -- perhaps even love -- bloom where hatred has taken root?

Sara B. Larson delivers a thrillingly romantic and hauntingly satisfying end to this extraordinary duology.
(Goodreads)

So I'm back! And I decided to read the second one even though I really didn't like the first one, I thought I may was well finish the duology. It's just two books, this one can't be worse than the first one right?
Wrong, I was wrong
So this one picks up 10 years after the first one, and it had the most underwhelming thing opening EVER. So in the last book she gets turned into a swan. And as the story of Swan Lake goes, a declaration of true undying love is what saves her. But! How is that going to happen when Tanvir is dead? Whatever will she do? Well, the spell Lorcan put on her Just. Stops. Working. That's it. The spell suddenly stopped working and now he has to scramble to figure out what to do with her. And in a moment of clique, Lorcan's brother is fatally wounded, and Evelayn helps save him... which somehow softens her heart to look at Lorcan differently??? The person who has kept her captive for 10 YEARS? And she finds him interesting? What?? Did? I? Just? Read? Where did this come from?
From here the plot moves extremely fast because of some unknown evil that was actually the actual true villain in these books is attacking. And Lorcan was forced to follow their evil deeds for safety of his kingdom. To go along with the cliques, Tanvir is alive, and Evelayn needs to renounce her love for him. Therefore marrying Lorcan, or else he won't help her retrieve her jewel thing.
And off they go on a journey to save their kingdoms and get her jewel thing I seriously cannot remember what it's called. I know it's important Tanvir is livid that they're going to get married and he is determined to stop it, though he fails and they are wed. But determined as ever, he tries to remind Evelayn of who she truly loves. Evelayn is having these feelings for Lorcan and just rolls with it, while Lorcan is also fighting these new found feelings that have sprouted for Evelyan
Conflict wise there wasn't a lot, it was mainly bargaining, and overall the story felt rushed.
The relationship between Lorcan and Evelayn was rushed and underdeveloped. And pretty confusing, considering how it all started.
Things come to light, hearts change and its a happily ever after for the King and Queen.
I'm okay with having finished the books, I just wish I had enjoyed them more
Until next time readers <3

Love Kat 

Dark Breaks the Dawn: Sara B Larson

On her eighteenth birthday, Princess Evelayn of Eadrolan, the Light Kingdom, can finally access the full range of her magical powers. The light looks brighter, the air is sharper, and the energy she can draw when fighting feels almost limitless.

But while her mother, the queen, remains busy at the war front, in the Dark Kingdom of Dorjhalon, the corrupt king is plotting. King Bain wants control of both kingdoms, and his plan will fling Evelayn onto the throne much sooner than she expected.

In order to defeat Bain and his sons, Evelayn will quickly have to come into her ability to shapeshift, and rely on the alluring Lord Tanvir. But not everyone is what they seem, and the balance between the Light and Dark comes at a steep price.
(Goodreads)

Considering this is one of the books that had been highly recommended to me by a friend, and then meeting the author at a book signing prompted me to finally read the book.... I expected more. Much more than what was delivered. This book from the get go, is mediocre, its sporadic hard to follow. It's nothing amazing and the plot is very lacking in everything that would make it better. The writing was sub-par and I felt like she tried to shove as many things as she could in the first book and yet the plot felt stagnant.
The world was very underdeveloped, and the rules and customs of the world were hard to understand. Larson tried to give us background knowledge of how her world worked, but it just didn't work out well. This book was described to me as a beautiful love story paired with the devastation of failure and a broken heart. And it was a failure, it failed the characters and the lackluster story line. And nothing about this book was memorable.
The end was a failure, and I understand this book is a LITERAL representation of the authors fight with depression.... I just didn't like the book
Until next time readers <3

Love Kat 

Cruel Beauty: Rosamund Hodge

Based on the classic fairy tale Beauty and the Beast, Cruel Beauty is a dazzling love story about our deepest desires and their power to change our destiny.

Since birth, Nyx has been betrothed to the evil ruler of her kingdom-all because of a foolish bargain struck by her father. And since birth, she has been in training to kill him.

With no choice but to fulfill her duty, Nyx resents her family for never trying to save her and hates herself for wanting to escape her fate. Still, on her seventeenth birthday, Nyx abandons everything she's ever known to marry the all-powerful, immortal Ignifex. Her plan? Seduce him, destroy his enchanted castle, and break the nine-hundred-year-old curse he put on her people.

But Ignifex is not at all what Nyx expected. The strangely charming lord beguiles her, and his castle—a shifting maze of magical rooms—enthralls her.

As Nyx searches for a way to free her homeland by uncovering Ignifex's secrets, she finds herself unwillingly drawn to him. Even if she could bring herself to love her sworn enemy, how can she refuse her duty to kill him? With time running out, Nyx must decide what is more important: the future of her kingdom, or the man she was never supposed to love.
(Goodreads)

 So after reading and loving A Court of Thorns and Roses Cruel Beauty was recommended to me because of how amazing the story is. How strong the female character is, and the wonderful spin to the classic Beauty and the Beast.
Honestly? I was incredibly disappointed. The story in itself was incredibly interesting, it was rich and complex. It was dark and mysterious. The plot definitely had moments that it would drag on for pages and pages fully admit to skimming over these parts. And there were parts that were so intriguing I wish we could have learned more about it cough everything involving the world inside of a world plot and the labyrinth castle. Overall I'd give the plot a solid 3 since it was a pretty slow book that was super boring at times. But what really ruined the book for me was the character of Nyx, there was just something about her that I truly could not stand. She was kind of boring, and extremely self righteous. She was annoying, and her sister was equally annoying to. But the sister at least had the redeeming quality of actually loving Nyx and actually trying to save her even after all the hurtful things she said. 
But the real kicker was the ending. After Nyx fell in love with the beast and figured out that the shadow man is also part of him (I fully admit to loving the shadow man in the beginning, but once she saved the beast and he became nice I totally switched sides.) which took me forever to figure out too. He set her free, the world went back to how it was supposed to was when the plot took a turn for the weird. Obviously no one remembers because book logic's, but Nyx vaguely remembers something. More like she remembers missing someone. And now the castle is just an old myth about a cowardly king and she goes to find him because she knows there's more to the castle. Well she finds the king and the old ruler people things and bargains for the kings life. blah blah blah they argue it's weird...
And then...... the book ends..... Like that's it. There's really no closure and the book just had a weird ending.
Overall, not my favorite book. It was just weird and not the good kind of weird 
Anyway 
Until next time reader <3

Love Kat